Welcome to Adrianna's Headspace!
Hiii! This is Adrianna's blog. I write weekly blog posts about my life. I'm excited to share my love and passion with you!
This blog is SFW. Though I may mention media that are more mature in themes. Use your discretion!
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Ooh Baby, a Triple! (And Big Blog Updates!)
September 10 2026
Hiiiiiii! I’ve spent the past few weeks working on a new layout for my site! Frankly, I was getting a bit jealous looking at my webring neighbors and browsing the rest of Neocities. I felt my site was a bit too plain for my liking so uh….WELCOME! I’m really proud of the amount of work I put into building out my little corner of the web. I hope you all enjoy it! You can find all the resources I used on my Credits page!
It was wild how spontaneous I was this weekend. I went to KBBQ with my fiancee’s friends and had a pretty great time. We were talking about Chainsaw guy and I mentioned that the guy who made that manga also made a movie that came out a couple years back called Look Back. I couldn’t get it out of my head as we were eating. I NEEDED to watch it. So we rushed home, grabbed some popcorn, and watched Look Back. Holy hell is that a phenomenal movie. My fiancee and I were crying for 20 minutes straight.
I’ve mentioned it in my last blog post but it’s difficult to explain why I feel the need to make things. It overtakes me. I feel starved do something….anything. The first time I saw Look Back, I thought it was cute. It didn’t hit me as hard as it did my friends in creative industries. Now that I’m at a point in my life where I can recognize the need I have to create, this movie destroyed me. Why do I create? Who is this for? If you haven’t seen the movie, I highly recommend it. Be ready with some tissues though!
My Existential Dread is Acting Up Today
August 29 2026
I don’t know what it is, but I’ve always had this feeling of needing to create something. It’s always felt necessary to me. Not creating leaves me with this pit in my soul that’s so difficult to fill with anything else but it.
In 2013, I was freshly off of writing articles and semi-viral Facebook posts for a site called the Pokemon Dungeon (RIP). We spent long days in call going through all of Pokemon X & Y, marking down every trainer, every encounter, every item, everything. We were nowhere near as quick as Joe Merrick on Serebii or the folks over at Bulbapedia, but we tried! After awhile, the webmaster was worried the site wasn’t getting enough traffic. I pitched writing about my passion, competitive Pokemon. I watched tons of YouTubers like Haydunn and Shofu battle, I figured I could do it too. I wrote a guide to breeding Pokemon for perfect IVs. It went viral. Thousands of comments, tens of thousands of views in the first couple of days. The webmaster asked me to build on that momentum and gave me access to their Facebook page. I did giveaways of perfectly bred Pokemon, ran polls, and posted memes. We gained thousands of followers. At 16, I was proud of how much people loved what I did. So many eyeballs, so many comments, so many people. I never wanted it to stop. But of course, as with most viral moments, things died down. My posts weren’t getting many views, the motivation for the team to keep writing dwindled, and I was left with just a few other writers to build the site back up.
Still on Cruise Control
August 25 2026
I feel like time is just flying by. Next week will be September and I'm not sure I'm ready for all of that.
I got a $50 Amazon gift card from one of my banks. I was going to save it for something responsible. But after the deep depression I fell into a few weeks ago? I said "Fuck it" and got a fun toy!
Look at this!
I'm so happy! I finally finished Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers Patch 5.3! I'm so close to Endwalker, I can taste it! Also, Beast Master released this week and that's been a lot of fun hunting pokemon monsters with my friends!
